I miss Ava everyday of my life. Some days are worse than others. But I have so much to be thankful for and would not be able to get through each day if I did not have my family. I have always liked to write, and I've found that it helps me to write about Ava. I hope that one day Grayson will know everything about his sister and be able to read about her. She was loved so much and I miss her deeply. This is a little poem I wrote.
I Shall Not Walk Alone
Such sorrow, such grief,
Mourning a beautiful life, so perfect, so brief.
The tears I cry will never go away,
The tears I cry remind me of that horrible day.
Never to understand why you were taken away,
Knowing I will be with you again one sweet day.
Never to have you, never to see you smile,
Only to hold you again, I must wait a while.
You were a perfect creation, such a sight to see,
My precious baby girl you will always be.
And although I know my days on earth with you are gone,
I know that with God on my side, I shall not walk alone.